Friday, November 10, 2006

Back from the dead

Ok sorry, so much has been going on it seems like years have passed and it realy only been a weak, maybe time just moves slow in Oklahoma. First its time to rant. So i was in the girls dorm lobby, round aboutish the time that all the good freshman guys were bringing thier chicks home so they could make curfew. really, i would have ( if i had had the energy) to punch them in the face. You have several types, i'll list as many as my sleep deprived brain allows. First theirs the i cant stop kissing you in public type. I've nothing against kissing, go for the gold chum, but i don't especially want to watch you. Wham, nice smash to the chin. Second we have the i have a girlfriend, and a cunning little smile that will make you believe that we're having sex and aren't you so jealous? No actually i'm not. I'm tired, the only reason i'm still awake is it was only forty minutes till curfew when we got back ( ok maybe more like fifty) and fifty minutes isn't going to add much to my sleep time. Punch. Then off course theres the engineering major that was hitting on my girlfriend. With another girl. Trying to pretend he's all that. Wham. Smash. Through the window. Then theres the uber serious i may die of not seeing you for eight hours type. Knee. Look i'm doing the whole freshman thing. We're having fun. but we're not taking ourselves seriously. In fact i think, at times, the whole romantic thing cracks us up. Literally. We don't panic when we're not together ( which i must admit isn't very often), and we're not having sex, don't plan to, and don't feel all that left out because we're not. Punch mister smug smile again. Well i'm tired, need sleep.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well, I'm glad you didn't beat them up - cuz you could get in trouble for that, I suppose. Self-absorbed people tend to seek out self-absorbed relationships. And then - is that really a relationship at all?

Brent said...

I'm telling you it would have been really satisfying ( rage knows how angry i get when i'm sleepy or grumpy, think a bear with a sore tooth)... no its not relationship, thankfully i think my chick has finally reached a point ( i say finally but its only been a week) were i think we can actualy build something, i don't know, still not sure this whole thing will hold up once we spend a month away from each other, which right now makes me kind of sad (i'll miss her, a lot, her not being my girlfriend that is)... but right now i'm in a go with the flow mood, if we last thats cool, if we don't, i'll be said, but i'll live, ok so i'll be really sad, well got to go do stuff practice is in 50 min

Anonymous said...

Clap, clap, clap. I love angry Brent. Punch!

Anonymous said...

If it's worth building, you both will want to keep on building on the foundation after the big break. If not, at least you've seen that making some steps didn't kill ya! :)

Rage, I think if I ever met you in person, you would make me smile at your openness. You certainly say what you feel!